As of starting this I cannot remember when this goes ‘live’, but by the time it does I will have been ‘off’ for a while. My brain has been going crazy with ideas and more. Poems, songs, blogs, spoken word, even drawings. I have not had this intense amount of creativity for maybe 3-years. My brain has fatigue – but that doesn’t stop the inspiration.
Wake up. Idea.
Turn a corner. Idea.
Use the toilet. Idea.
I have extreme fatigue and the ideas do not stop. I have a section on my notes app, a fresh section, and I have documented all of my ideas and more – everything but the drawings. And I have also recorded/sung songs into it. Full songs.
I cannot tell you how much my head hurts.
If I was to include drawings into that folder, it would have 72 items in.
There was only one shoulder that settled my brain. It was never me being needy, it was me enjoying the silence I found.
So I am now going to try and slow my brain down but without losing the ideas.
I’m off.
I have seen you do this twice in your life and honestly don’t think i could do it i know how you feel and i know how much things hurt but i have seen you go from nothing to a chance of more than you ever had and like i said i saw you do that across 20 years from being a teen… im sad we didnt talk as much but we are greatful you are back in our life and i have seen what youve put together and it would not shock me to see that become immortal and again we are always here and always will be and we know you and will always know you as a man with a beautiful heart
Jesus christ 😂
I’ve blocked your ISP 😂